I prance around in your atabook hello 👋 Hi seven Yohan my goat. You are the coolest best person I know. I really wish that I had signed this sooner. This also feels very mediocre. But that’s OK. I hope you still like it. I’m not a very social person as of late, but even when I talk to nobody else, I always talk to you. I love talking to you more than anything in the world, no matter what mindset I am in, I always find the time to message you. You are a much better person than you see yourself as and it’s okay if you don’t believe it, as long as you know that I love you regardless :3 You’re a very kind person and you make me feel so special and happy even when I don’t feel like that at all.. you are the person I consider closest to my heart and I love you 900000% more than anyone I know 
I love you so much and I hope you can always be happy in life ❤️ You deserve amazing things forever. I always look forward to messaging you, it’s honestly the only thing that can get me through my day.. just the thought of you makes me so happy that I feel like I could die. You could never do anything to make me stop loving you, even if you treated me terribly and didn’t care about me at all.. you just mean that much to me 
When you get busy, I get so sad that I can’t talk to you, and I always feel like a dog waiting for its owner to come home eughhh 😭🐶.. You just make my life so much easier to live and I can’t see you out of it ever I would die if that happened. ✌️ Anyways I’m sorry this is corny and lame but this comes from my heart when I say that I care about you more than anything and I hope you’re having a wonderful day every day 🌸
Hello you’re awesome OK? Have a nice day 
hi seven!!! i don’t usually go out of my way to write to people, but today was surprisingly kind to me, so i wanted to share a little of that feeling with you. how are you? i know it’s only been a little while since we last spoke, but i already miss everything about you! and yes, seven, i’ve complained about wanting to talk to you all day plenty of times... i promise, i’m changing every day just for this dream to come true!
i’ve finally realized that you don’t secretly dislike me or actually find me annoying, even when i claim to be such all of the time. you saying you only like me out of the 7 million people, yes, i looked this up, who have the same ailments honestly warmed my heart. i’m aware you probably meant it as just a silly little statement, but i found it quite endearing.
i know you say it as a joke, but it’s kind of disheartening whenever you say that you hate yourself. i love and care for you so much in hopes that it’ll even that out. you should learn to love yourself more! i think you’re an astounding person, and i definitely wouldn’t be who i am without you. sometimes i even think that i may not be able to function without you, as weird as that sounds. i wish, for even a moment, you could see yourself from my perspective. maybe you’d understand why i believe you’re worth caring for so much. i know i can’t force you to see yourself differently, but i wish i was able to show you that you are loved! please, even in your hardest moments, don’t ever forget that there is at least one person (ME!!!) who will always try to be there for you.
one thing that i love about you is how friggin funny you are. i find myself laughing at everything you say. i obviously know when not to laugh, but you really are a natural jokester. sometimes you’ll say something so stupid or so unexpectedly funny that i’ll still be thinking about it hours later. half the time, i don’t even think you’re trying to be funny, which somehow makes it even better. even when you’re not trying to make me laugh, you somehow do. i think that’s one of my favorite things about talking to you.
i also really love all of the tiny things about you that you probably don't think twice about. the way you phrase certain things, the insane insults you come up with, the jokes you make repeatedly even when they’ve stopped being funny... somehow i’ve grown fond of all of it. i believe that those are the things i’d miss most if you suddenly weren’t around anymore.
i don't think you realize how much of you i've carried with me without even meaning to. there are little things you've said that i still remember, habits of yours that i've grown fond of, and moments that probably meant nothing to you but somehow stayed with me. i think that's what makes caring about you so frightening sometimes. you've become important to me in ways i’d never exactly noticed.
i seriously hope that we can get even closer. i truly love what we have, even with all of its ups and downs. i wouldn’t trade it just because things aren’t always perfect. if anything, i think the fact that we’ve been able to keep finding our way back to each other makes me appreciate you and this relationship a little bit more. i’m really glad that i get to experience everything with you.
with that, i hope we get to collect more ridiculous memories together, even if most of them end up being completely stupid. i want more nonsensical conversations, more inside jokes that make absolutely no sense to anyone but us, more idiotic situations that we continuously laugh about together. i think those ordinary moments are the ones i’ll end up appreciating the most.
thank you for all the things you probably don't realize deserve to be thanked for, too. thank you for putting up with me, for listening to me when i have something to say, and for simply continuing to make room for me in your life. i don't think i say it nearly enough, but i'm genuinely grateful that i get to know you.
anyway, enough of me being disgustingly sincere... don’t mistake affection for mercy! you're still incredibly pinch-and-pokeable and unfortunately i seem to have developed a severe case of “i want seven around all of the time.” on the bright side, there is no cure. i suppose i’ll just have to live with it. i don’t even mind that!
goodbye for now... i love you so much seven! 
hi seven.. I've come to rant about rusame.
rusame is a ship regarding Russia and America from Hetalia, they're also called Ivan Braginsky (braginski) & Alfred Freedom Jones. Very common tropes involve Dom/sub dynamics, toxic relationships, the cold war, and beating! Although, it can include fluffier dynamics such as sweet moments between the pairing, one of the fics I read had them go to a whole vacation it was beautiful. They also refer to each other as "Fredya" and "Vanya". Fredya roughly translates into "God Bless America" while Ivan's Russian diminutive would be "Vanya" (meaning "God is gracious" or "Gift of God"
, the names pair together literally because they're both associated with god I guess idk I just read it. Dude I've been staying up until 5am just reading rusame and rereading my favorite fics. IM SO EXCITED FOR ONE OF THEM TO UPDATE AUHoh. another common trope is age gap, obviously both are legal adults but shrug. Ivan iss OO cfat and strong and mm sorry. I like him. Sorry about this. I like them normally!
I am currently trapped among class, as a result of my boredom I've decided to create a "love mail" catered to you, father.
Ignore my formality, It's just due to a front switch. Good day though, I finally memorized your atabook name. "Sick" is such a first-rate label. I wish I had grabbed it, but I can suffice with "Perv". I hope your day is going well, as for my own it is fine. Albeit extremely dull. I enjoy laughing among you with the rest of the group, it brings me immense joy. Although we aren't the closest (Sorry, I am schizotypal and you know how that can be), I do hope you know if you ever do have a dark time my messages are forever open if you need someone to alleviate the crisis.
Thank you for everything you have done, even if it is just small mediocre things, we do appreciate you and your time. Have a superb day, Father (Otherwise known as "Fedya" / "Seven" 🌹
hi i miss u 
Hello Faggot
PAPA I AM TRAPPED AT SCHOOL!!! I MISS RIHGC!!!! HELP ME!!!